Its more than 4 months...

A lot has happened in the 4 months that I've penned on this blog. I knew that this would happen. I would create the blog, blog for sometime frequently and then shut down completely.

In any case, the world has changed so much..from my point of view..well I've become a dad..well i'm known as "dada" to my lilguy..he was born on July12th,2006..a healthy 8 Pounds baby boy..it only seems like yesterday when his mom's water broke after we had gone on the morning on July11th to run some errands..after we reached home..my wife says that her water has broken..and man..then came the rush..the poor thing had to be admitted due to the fear of contamination since the water had broken..all the lamaaz classes didnt pan out as we couldnt practice walking around et al..

After going through nearly 20 hours on the bed with all kinds of dialaters..we had to go under the knife..and thank god for that..cos the baby had the cord around its neck..but everything just faded away when they put the baby on our chest..and he just looked at us..that look just made everything worthwhile..at least for me..but for my wife..it was another 2 hours before she could do anything due to the effect of anesthesia...

Well..now the lilguy will be 4 months old..he's already grown quite much..doubled in weight and nearly 2 ft in length..he turns around on his side..and gets really frustrated when he cannot achieve what he's aiming for..definitely got shades of his dad there...everybody seems to say that he's advanced for his age...although i'm secretely cheering him on to be better than everybody else...i definitely dont want to put that mentality into myself wherein i push for my satisfaction rather than his development...

Although nothing has changed so drastically..i do want to get back home and pick the lilguy up just to see him smile and stick his toungue out or pout his lips while trying to make bubbles..the days that i cant get to him..becos of my foolishness..like the halloween party...which i'll talk about later on..but he sure is one of the centers of my life..the main one along with his 'mama"..but its just frustrating that you cant behave like a full family as the inlaw is also staying with us taking care of the lilguy..a great deal to us..because we both need to work to maintain the lifestyle!..but the fact that we are not able to work as a complete unit frustrates me..the lack of intimacy..the need to please outwardly..the regular BS!!..anyways..

We finally got a scratched up flatscreen LCD for the b/room upstairs..quite impressed with the quaility of the picture..first project that i did without messing up!!..also switched onto dish..the F****rs ran the wire right down the roof..i'm not sure how that is going to standup to the northeast winters...

I'm still looking to link photos etc to this blog..hopefully i have more of this lazy time..after the lilguy has come..my free time is spent playing with him..additionally the new job is very involving and is really great..hopefully i'm able to reach my full potential there..and i'm sure i'll do good...


Now about the only incident in the past 4 weeks that i dont feel good about..company had a halloween party..dressed up like a sci-fi character..got wasted..never been so bad..i made a complete fool of myself in front of my other half by first coming back totally incapacitated..and more importanly missing my stop on the late train out of GCT...I've also made some good time partying around NYC seems like before..had some good shawarma..met with a good ol friend..although the guy doesnt seem to have changed much behaviour-wise..the mane of hair was quite out of character..but i guess some people like to progress that way...